![]() ![]() ![]() At one point, she was a cleaner at 2 jobs and worked in an off license at night. In a way, my own Mam taught me about graft. I want to show her that she can be her own boss if she wants. I hope this helps someone out there to seek help if they ever feel low, or have issues with self esteem. You might see me being quite visible online for my work, but it's not easy and I don't think it ever will come second nature, but we have to face these fears if we are to move forward in life. So I had a session today and we unlocked this memory as the cause of my issues around being 'out there'. Except for one girl who said she'd not be at school if 'her' sister had died. I remember the journalist coming to the house and me hearing people at school talking about it when it was published looking and whispering but not really saying anything. ![]() So, when my sister died aged 24, the local news got in touch with my parents to ask if they would have an interview. My sister passed away and at the time, heroin addiction wasn't really a huge issue in West Cumbria, or at least to a family living in Wigton. I know this is probably a common feeling for many of you - and I would urge you to question why. Things like avoiding certain networking events due to feeling an imposter sometimes I have this feeling like everyone is judging me. I had a revelation today in therapy: sometimes I avoid situations so that I don't get judged and it all stems from losing my sister to addiction when I was 13. ![]()
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